Well, I may have taken on a little more than I anticipated when I began to write this blog. It's actually difficult nowadays to find the time to get anything written down! I guess the main thing I should stress is that I am still alive and kicking!
I have taught my year 5 class for 17 days now, and do they ever make me want to pull my hair out! I cannot even begin to describe the trials and tribulations that us as teachers face in the days we spend at school. This week has all of a sudden found me learning that I am not only supposed to be the one who teaches the lessons, but I am also someone the children look to when they have friendship problems. As such, I have spent the week waving my magic wand and telling them that everything will be fine if they continue to play with each other and let an adult know if their friends are being mean to them. In this last week, I have seen tears, bruises, bumps, smiles and laughter all at the same time. In my head I cannot help but think about how I can barely decide what to have for lunch let alone be able to help the kids solve their problems. Yet, while I may be annoyed that a bunch of 10 year olds cannot decide who they want to play with, I find myself listening to their problems and hearing a cry for help; they want someone to listen to them and understand THEIR concerns and not simply be told that nothing can be done about it. I've made it my mission that friendship is something we need to work on in my classroom, and if that works, we will carry that on through the rest of year 5. I remember being told by many of my education professors that we will take the children home with us in our heads, and we will continue to think about what we can do for the better of the kids, and boy is that ever true!
So how do teachers take some time for themselves? I often spend my weeknights at the school until 7 or 8 because I end up sitting to reflect upon the day and ponder what we can do the next day to change the way we run things. I have made numerous seat changes, and as of right now, I kind of of like it! The kids are in 3 rows of 6 facing the front, and a row is on either side of that facing the middle with 4 kids in each. This way, I have all the hecklers, or as I more lovingly call them the peanut gallery, in the front where I can (attempt to) redirect their behaviour. I think the front row is starting to realize why they are there and some of them are making small steps towards getting back onto the right track. Even now, it's the weekend and I am thinking about what sort of a classroom I will walk into on Monday. I think it's best I put that to bed for the evening though!
As a staff, we all get along great! Last night we arranged to meet up and go bowling, which was conveniently located right around the corner from my house. All I can say is what a blast! We had some food, a drink or two, and played a couple rounds of bowling and it definitely allowed for us to have a few laughs and interact outside of the school walls. I am going to push for it to become a monthly thing that we get out to do something fun because otherwise we will be caught in the trap of work all the time. In case anyone is wondering, I came in second! I don't even remember the last time I was bowling so it was certainly great fun to show up some of my colleagues. Ultimately, I believe that if the staff can show the kids in their classes that they can work together, then the children will follow suit.... even if it doesn't happen right away! As I continue to live each day here I am starting to learn that it doesn't matter the size of the ship, as long as it is a friend ship! Whether you have 1 friend or 10, just make the most of it with them!
I have to ship out now because I'm meeting some Canadian friends tonight in London! So I'll leave you with a promise that I will make a better effort to blog as we go through the next few weeks!